Life

A mere Faction of this comes from the unknown source, my mind rehabilitating as im weriting this, i dont know whether its concious or un concious  but of courcse is a conscious one, but im feeling tired and bored and delusion. Damn choices, no chance for me to choose. My eyes are blurry, and im going for sub conscious mode where my alter ego exist. But who know 

The Alaskan Girl

The room was comfy and cozy,with sea view veranda.From The room  view of the ocean spread wide ,dazing anyone who stand observe from that point.There is two wooden chairs in beach style in the corner of veranda.He stood there amazed for a while propagating the scene dozed off by its beauty.For a moment thing seem slowing down and everything start to coming back to him as if flash back in front of him.He who had been through that moment felt it was chance that swept away by fear of misunderstanding.And beating in his heart the agony of failure and the misery of negativity.He Just lost...

While running his thought,never he tried to evoked tears in his eyes. 'what has gone through you' said a voice from behind.It was Dick,taped him from behind.Dick was his best mate, since school,he's with him for this holiday and just two of them who made this trip."nothing"  John replied.He wanted to keep it for himself but it just feel so tempting to burst his feelings.

It all started when they arrived at the beach.Unpleasant journey of hours in the boat are actually very stressing.Yet its worth it when they arrived at the sea shore,where the blue waves splashing, sand dunes and beach, how lovely they are.The place was situated far from main land.Undeniably untouched by pollution as anyone can observed its magnification of beauty.Visitors mainly foreign tourist less then dozen scattering at the bay enjoying the hot sun tanning.Paradise island one may say,true as it is.

John and Dick have already make online booking for their accommodation,stretch budget if book online they say.There at the lobby of the hotel where he saw the girl.The Joy of wonder come over him,spill him with glittering sway of love like cupid strung the bow of infatuation.She is foreigners,Spanish probably,he acknowledge it by  her  face  and  her  t-shirt  she  wore  which  written  "viva espaniole".He told Dick how attractive she were.Dick fancy her very much, but his adoration evaporates when she saw some chinese girl outside at the balcony of dormitory. John still in the lobby resting her self at the couch.And the spanish women were next to him , eventhough  he  tried give little glance over her,when she turned her head ,John instantly turn his head to the newspaper he was holding.Then suddenly he have the guts to say something to her when he memorize something back from his day at school where he learn a little spanish word.

'Pardon senorita' Johns voice with such a gentle mannered,"se puede tener que para mí ? " pointing the magazine on the table. " Im sorry?" she replied with a confusing gesture in her face,
You english? John ask.Yes ?the girl replied.
I thought you were Spanish,i tried hard on figuring how to say that , He replied back with laughter.
Where you from ? john ask again. Alaska,its a very long way from here, she said it with a smile. Alaska? holy moly crest, thats very far from here,
yeah i know that far and very cold there,that why i came here, with a grin on her face.
By the way my name is John Aspen, said John shoving his hand out as if wanna gave a handshake.
"name Mandy, Mandy Orle. She said it with smile and  great handshake,The one that John never ever going to forget.

Then suddenly......

Unexpected Journey Part 5

There were no one else accept for those staff of the restaurant nearby sitting together,laughing and gay.I was there alone and still trying to set my mind on how to ignite the flame of love.Nothing can be expected since the scenario can be either positive or viseversa.It can be either a bad reception or strong alliance,In this complication of dilemma,i set my mind on not to face my challenge.I set my foot off away from beach,in such hazy situation i felt terribly bad for not giving it a try,to speak to her.

While walking out from the place i glance at her a few times yet no response at all.Start accepting that i might have no chance to know her,maybe ill give another try.Hopeless as it seems,not quite yet because i might stumble upon her again later.

The night are windy,wind blow breezing through the shore freezing up to the spine while i was walking,the whole things now happens in my thought, i cant stop thinking about her.I stroll back towards my room.The beach and the hotel looks very silent and cold in the night as i looked at it while walking.Sound of nocturnal animal keep playing it melody endlessly.There is a room for internet before the entrance to the block of rooms.
I took peak at the room and it was empty yet everything still turn on.A big sign of the price pasted at the glass door written 10 ringgit per hour.That quite hefty for an hour of connection.It was the tourist place obviously and things were very expensively charged here.I just Grining and murmuring to my self "  who's the lucky fool"..

Unexpected Journey Part 4

The sound of the waves daze me for couple of minutes,sitting on on the rock and comprehending the situation that i'm getting into.Life is short,the chance are in front me,is just my decision either make the first move or sit there and just be a dreamer.This reminisce me about several encounters with foreign girl i have met during travelling.There are several girls but perhaps the only person i do remember well was from philippines.Yes philippines,we met in airplane and i was destined sat beside her.The plane departing from India to Malaysia.Mere Coincidence because i do noticed her staring at me before we get in the flight.Asian,short physical body, chinese looking,not really pretty yet consider to be moderate looking.

"hi ya,you from philippines?" she brake the silent as soon as the planes start moving.
"ooh i'm sorry?no no, i'm from Malaysia" i react.
"Malaysia?i have work there couple of years ago,pretty nice country,i thought you are from philippines"
"what makes you said that?"
"your Face...."
"oh indeed,some people said that too,worst they did ask me am i from Nepal or mongol haha,i'm used to that question."
"i thought you from my place since i was to ask you in my language,you so look like my type of people" she buckled the seat belt and i'm doing the same thing as the flight attendance approached us and give us the sign to buckle.
The flight took off later and we still talking joyfully about whole bunch of thing from each experience we had in India.She seems nice Now Somehow i forgot her name and ultimately i forgotten her face.I did ask her Email and facebook but she says "you may find me in facebook with the name of 'Soufie' but could not seems to find it still.
Now In front of my eyes lies a maiden created by gods nature,Such beauty,such exquisiteness,fragile and delicate.

To be Continued..

Unexpected Journey Part 3

love theme from David foster 'St Almo's Fire' reverberating my mind,as she standing look at me with a smile.I was so astonished,actually i was 'sitting' in awe,She passed by and sat behind me,and i kept my view back to the football matched.Soon my whole family came down stairs joined me for the dinner.I gave a few glance at her,she seems not noticing it,She was sitting concertrating with her book in her hand and eating her meal.Her face looks very tired probably because of the long tiring journey since a any kind of transport through sea takes at least 3 hours to get to the island.

When soon diners done,father ask me to pay the bills,so i got up to the the cashier,now here the interesting part happened,the time when i supposed to pay the bills,she got there before me and settled hers.
then she asked,
"whats your name ?" she asked to the cashier lady,

"my name is Bella" answered the lady,

"where are you from?" lady asked with her malayish slang,
"i'm from Britain"
"ooh britain"
"you got any mosque here"
'no we don't,you can search it at next village if you want to,else the only adzhan you can here is from tele"

"ooh really,i'm just wondering" leaning her body toward the lady to hear clearly.
"what is your name?" the lady continue,

with a smile she answered her back "my name is Leila,alright i better move on,ill be sitting next to the beach side,bye"

off she goes,as i continued to the cashier to pay the bills.Her conversation between the lady echoed in mind.She is a British? i thought she is a Indian,she came alone?how old is she?seem young to me,and all sorts of conundrum tickling my thought.

Soon we all set off to the jetty,as i sat there,i saw from far off a single light coming from the beach side,it was her with her book lying in the hammock.Curious to know more about her,i decided make the first step.She seems very interesting women,my mind keeps on thinking about her.Her eyes,her hair,her Voice,she is so mesmerizing.My inner voice speaks to me that she was the one and only.Why am i attracted to her?,is it because of her nationality,is it because of her race,no.It's not that i cared about.Its just her,My heart tell so..

Off i goes without hurried pace to the beach side with all sort of question running through my head and which i shall address to her.As i'm getting nearer and nearer i can't concentrate properly on what should i ask.The question seems rendering much of about to know her but what if she reject? what if i stutter? what if she will never answer me,or if i directly ask any question that may seems rude to her.The fear of rejection and over analyzing kept me in dilemma."To be or not to" running through my mind and delayed me as i passed her by.She was concentrating avidly on the book and seems not having interest to look elsewhere.The hammock situated right at the end of the staircase connecting beach sand and the restaurant in front of the beach.It was dark and i can see group of local people sitting at a table next to the restaurant shouting and laughing joyously.I stroll slowly passing but i have no guts to turn to her.Its just that i'm not ready to speak.I changed my path towards the block of rocks at the end of the passage.Took my headphone and plug in to my ears and listen to the music of 'Queen' and starts to pull my strength to talk to her.I sat there on the rock motivate myself and figuring how to do it.

to be continued.....

Unexpected Journey Part 2

That day was the day i met her.That morning i spent time with my sibling to go for snorkeling,we went to five different places,beach side which the sand are more finer and clean.We snorkeled at the part of the sea which are deep enough to make oneself who never knew about sea to shiver and panic.Coral and fishes and most magnificent view mother nature has given to us.Marine life was at it best shows the circulation of life the predator,the mutualism,commensalism,primary source and secondary source,the whole life that changes through years.

The event lasted at evening time.That was when i saw her for the first time at the bay.She was carrying her bag,with the oval shape spectacle she was wearing,she looks tiny then her luggage.I observed her till she went to the counter.She looks weary and tired probably because of a long journey,on the other hand,her eyes shows eerie sign of new comer.She may look bit like malay if not because of her middle east type of nose.
Since i assume she is a normal tourist,so i just continued back to my room.

Later that night, i went to the restaurant which located beside the hotel.The Tv at the restaurant are showing games between Malaysian football team against Japan,bit boring is all i can utter about the game,in fact the purpose i'm sitting there alone is because i'm dead starving.Then came my sister to accompany me,she ordered for both of us big bowl of ice cream.While sitting and enjoying the ice cream,
suddenly emerge beside the tv set,the girl whom i saw at the bay.She step inside and look at the tv and since the tv is just next to the entrance of the restaurant,she stand by the tv for awhile,then suddenly she stare at me with a smile.

Unexpected Journey

I do love travelling,travel is like a new experience and adventuring your soul,refreshing mind and body.Travel do kept me alive and i'm always eager for the next challenge.The point is,you can always look back and see your writing seems to be 3rd grade writer and always feel ashamed of it as if you are the dumbest person on earth,but the fact is every thought that you wrote are the way of advancing your brain toward a better you.

Well, the reason that start awfully when i'm writing on this is to explain my situation of unexpected circumstances that i never really thought of.It happens so fast that even the world revolving around you seems slowing down to the fraction of second.Is it coincidence or the god of the universe has set it all for me to meet,my love,my soul mates.

The light of her eyes shows is glowing like a beacon of hope,guiding me from darkness that swarming my soul.No Word shall Comprehend the beauty of her jaws.Strange part of me is that some people sees the eyes,ears,nose, but i fond of people jaws,lips,mouth and tooth.For i think the region at the face of human female will obviously no complete beauty if not for the perfect texture at those part.

"Shall i compare thee to the summmer day".famous lines from shakespears sonnet 18,well it rings in my mind as i looked at her.We met at the beach.I was on vacation 3 days 2 night,its an island,ignore the name,its irrelevant.The first days seems absurd,but day second is the awesome time i spent.That's the day i met her.

to be continue...